Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Singled out


During nominations last night, Bea thanked her friends and family for support, but her true feelings showed through her shaky voice and restless demeanor. Jasmin, on the other hand, couldn’t help but shed a few tears herself. So after breaking down the night before, Jasmin broke down her true feelings about being nominated.

After lunch, while the housemates enjoyed their rest time, Jasmin had a serious conversation with Bodie. The two have been getting closer and closer over the next few days, and it was only to him that Jasmin revealed what she truly felt. “Para talagang wa kang pinagsamahan sa ibang tao,” Jasmin said as she referred to herself. “Dapat kong makuha ang sympathy ng tao sa akin… pero kung ganon para namang wala akong backbone.” She also related that she was fully aware of what the other housemates think of her: “Kung mano-nominate ako dahil ayaw nila sa akin, anong magagawa ko, diba.”

Bodie tried to give some words of advice, saying that one has to adjust to the different personalities inside the house. But Jasmin elaborated: “Walang love dito; kilala kung kilala, concerned kung concerned, pero love wala talaga. Ganon naman talaga ang tao eh, kung walang love, wala ka ring mararamdaman.” She then summed up what she truly felt: “Feeling ko ang sama-sama ko talaga. Kaya saludo ako sa kanila kase grabe, almost perfect sila.” Bodie remained silent after hearing this.

After having two housemates evicted and four others nominated, Jasmin is beginning to feel the pressure of having to stay inside the PBB house. Will she decide to adjust for the other housemates, or will she continue to exude her ‘me against the world’ outlook that she’s well known for. Will Bodie be able to help her relate to the others better?

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